my summer is winding down and i am starting to see the end of what had previously seemed neverending. i went a little stir crazy right before i went to vegas and i felt like it was time to return to work and get back on a schedule. then i had vegas, followed by florida, followed by a week of working in my classroom and carrying out plans i had made weeks before. to top all of this off, there was an issue with my clearance to work. it wasn't anything major, but it made me feel really uncertain. i felt 90% sure the problem would be resolved, but the 10% that didn't really had a field day with my emotions. i'm fairly certain that everyone waiting in the terminal at grand central friday evening thought i was going to a funeral or breaking up with my boyfriend--that is the caliber of red nosed sobbing that was happening.
i woke up this morning to total gloom outside--and a phone call telling me i had been cleared for work! i cannot describe the relief i felt. i had so many plans today, including a yoga class that would help me cross off one of 101 in 1001, but i decided to just take the day to relax and be thankful. i did some laundry, read my book, and caught up on some television. it is 1:00 and i am still in my pajamas and i don't care. tomorrow will be beautiful and i'll go out and do things, but for today i'm just appreciating my last few weeks of laziness.
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